daily blatherings

Chantelle spends 30 minutes in the shower everyday. Goodness knows why. Like today, she went in there from 6.30 and it’s now 7am. She’s still taking a shower, singing and talking to herself. LOL. Ryan thinks it’s cute. :P.

Anyway, Laura came round last night to drop off my invite to her Jewelry party. It’s sometime in February. I hope I can go. :D

We had roast dinner at Kurt and Chantels last night and as usual we had a great time but we had to leave at 7.30pm. Ryan was on duty and I also wanted to see the Celebrity Big Brother final (CBB). LOL. Shilpa won! Good for her! Lovely Ian was my favourite but I think Shilpa deserved to be the CBB 2007 winner.

I think that CBB really messed up my head. I am glad I had Ryan and Pensri to talk to about the whole thing. That’s it for CBB or BB for me. I’ll never watch any of those shows again. I never used watch them in the first place. It’s just that one night and I got hooked probably because of the controversy.

Simba left the other day and never came back :(. I miss her so much. I hope she’s ok. Maybe someone took a fancy of her.

I am loving wp 2.1. It now has a privacy option. :D

“All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism.” – Anon from Getting in touch with your inner bitch calendar.

“There seem to two kinds of searchers: those who seek to make their ego something other than it is, i.e. holy, happy, unselfish (as though you could make a fish unfish), and those who understand that all such attempts are just gesticulation and play-acting, that there is only one thing that can be done, which is to disidentify themselves with the ego, by realizing its unreality, and by becoming aware of their eternal identity with pure being. – Fingers Pointing Toward the Moon by Wei Wu Wei…” – Buddhist thought of the day

The second one kind of reminded me of someone.

HER: Have you ever had that experience when you meet someone and you instantly dislike them?
HIM: Yeah, I have.
HER: I am really surprised. I didn’t think you have a nasty bone in your body.
HIM: It happened
HER: Who?
HIM: [paused] I can’t just pull out a name, I can’t think right now.
HER: *rollseyes* Well, it happened so many times with me. I must be mean.
HIM: Well, you can be mean. Like that girl on so you think you can dance. You said something about her teeth being annoying.
HER: I know right? It’s not like I have a set of perfect teeth.
HIM: Aww, you’re beautiful babe. Don’t worry about it.
HER: whatevah.

Simba, the silly cat, is so cute! LOL. He wanted to go out last night while I was dozing off on the couch so he jump on top of me and started giving me a kiss. I know that sound silly but he was like pushing his head on my face meowing and stuff. He woke me up but pretended that I was asleep, so he tapped my face with his right paw. LOL. How cute is he?

The only way to get rid of these negative feelings I have about the CBB is to voice my opinion. I found myself posting here. It’s fun! I know I should get a life/job etc but I am enjoying myself.

There’s a storm outside and I have to go and pick Chantelle up. I am so worried. I told Ryan I didn’t want Chantelle to go to school but he didn’t listen. So now I have to walk to school to pick Chantelle up and then, I’ll have to walk with Chantelle from school to home. The wind is 60mph at the moment. I honestly don’t know what to do. I am freakin’ out. I am so worried. I am worried about Chantelle.

I absolutely love my new ankle boots. I used them to walk to and from Chantelle’s school today and they were so comfy. It didn’t hurt at all. I like them too because they’re not too high or too low. I am really happy with this purchase. It was £70 reduced to £35 from hush puppies Lilley and Skinner Collection. I am easing myself back into high heels. The only thing I don’t like about it is the colour of the lining but it’s okay. No ones going to see it but me. :P